The recent state of mind…………

The recent state of mind…………

Is green or gray?
I didn’t ask my self
And pretended not to see

If I still have colors in my mind, which can be distinguish
Then I can assure that color will be dark gray
My understanding is your misunderstanding

My season consist the tears you did not see
The spring is about to be gone
Is there a need to still wait?
Or should I just welcome the unfamiliar “apart”

The smiley face you used to see
Now can only be found in the blurring past

In a sudden like this
Even a visit to the past made me felt so weak
Tolerating the pain in my heart
Sense the sourly atmosphere in the air

Now…
I can only be strong to self-empathy

A Chen
1:34 pm
9th April 2009
Office
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